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boring day in camp.. coy's on off till 2359.. decided not to go out to spend money... anyway i've only got $00.59 left in my spending account.. so it sounds like a damn good idea to stay in camp..

been thinking that i've NOT been thinking about many many stuff that i should think about lately.. like the universe and shite. becoming quite lazy philosophically.. maybe i'm just not cut out for it..?

oh well.. lazy bastard i am..

me thinks i'm wasting time here.. but oh what the hell..

James Blunt - You're Beautiful Lyrics
My life is brilliant.
My love is pure.
I saw an angel.
Of that I'm sure.
She smiled at me on the subway.
She was with another man.
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,
As we walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
F**king high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
I saw you face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
'Cause I'll never be with you.
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel with a smile on her face,
When she thought up that I should be with you.
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.

you know, there are times in your life when you feel you are very angry, correct?

and then, there are times in your life when you feel you are REALLY. VERY. VERY. ANGRY.

RIGHT?

WELL.

THIS IS ONE OF THE TIMES I AM FEELING REALLY. REALLY. VERY. FUCKING. PISSED OFF.

I REPEAT MY FUCKING SELF.

REALLY. REALLY. VERY. FUCKING. FUCKING. PISSED OFF.

PISSED OFF.

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SOMEBODY HAD THE BALLS TO PUT ON THAT BADGE WHICH HE DOES NOT DESERVE. FUCK DO A 300M RUN DOWN AND WE'LL SEE IF THAT BADGE STAYS ON. ASSHOLE.

THEN SOMEBODY HAD MORE BALLS TO WALK OUT OF 'OFFICE' TO ATTEND FUCKING DRIVING LESSONS. DURING. OFFICE. HOURS. SHIT.

NOW I HAVE FUCKING LEE HONG YIN CONDEMNING EVERYBODY WHO'S A FUCKING CYCLIST. 'CYCLIST JUST DON'T RESPECT TRAFFIC RULES, THAT IS THE PROBLEM.'

PROBLEM MY FUCKING ARSE.

LEE. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU KEPT AT 50 WHEN THE TRAFFIC SIGN ASKED YOU TO?

STUPID ARSEHOLE.

THERE WAS A TIME ONCE WHEN I FELT I WOULD CURSE AT A TOTAL STRANGER.

I HAD TOLD MYSELF I WOULD NEVER DO THAT.

NOW I TAKE BACK WHAT I SAID TO MYSELF.

THE NEXT TIME I RIDE, AND SOMEBODY, I DON'T FUCKING CARE WHO, SO MUCH AS RAISE HIS FUCKING DAMNED VOICE AT ME, IS GOING TO GET WHAT HIS DAMNED EARS DESERVE.

IT IS NOT A CRIME TO RIDE. LEE GET THAT INTO THAT FUCKING THICK SCALP OF YOURS.

IT IS NOT A FUCKING CRIME TO RIDE.

I've nothing to do this sick, feverish sunday, so I've decided to put up a series of photo's I've taken...

What do you do when you cut both your knee AND your shin? You sit down and rest, of course.

I thought this picture would turn out nice..

If you see this kind of sight around in your neighbourhood, you know trials riders are in town.

Walton Seah. Singapore's top 20-inch rider.

Nelwin's ride.

'Nuff said

Spongebob making an appearance in this photo..

I can never get enough of my own bike. I haven't thought of a good name for her yet though..

The expression on my face meant that Alexis was taking way too long with the camera to take this shot.

I told you.. I can't get enough of my own bike.

Over exposure

Just last week.. I think..

Ningyan. Sword of Honour. MO...

Melvin in a posed picture.

I was content just looking from below

Tango Wing

Rappelling. It still gives me the creeps.

I liked being green..

Whereever we went, they came along. Hungyi Alexis and Yong Sheng.

My old flame.. for 5 years.. Clara was her name..

All I can say about this picture is that it is a very.. VERY.. old picture..

Sunset on a bus.. This is the view you get.

When I had hair.. I wore caps. Obviously I wasn't too proud about my own hair, yet I never had the courage to shave them.. until BMT came along..

Taiwan in all it's wonders

Taken in Langkawi

Taiwan was.. well.. misty

That's Justin Chow, also know as Chowster, my buddy in OCS for 5 months..

a couple of days ago i mentioned to alexis that the worst thing that can ever happen is to have it rain in your weekend.

now i know what is so much worse.

to run a fucking temperature in the weekend, with yer damn bones all aching and shit, and staying bed-ridden the whole time, having absolutely no appetite and definitely no strength to take the bike out to ride.

argh what a damn wasted weekend.

but at least i watched 2 very good movies...

haha.

NKF.

haha.

TT Durai.

haha.

What a damn shame.

Now i finally realised all the weekends I've spent going from door to door asking for donations were actually, in real life, in fact, the whole truth, to let you fly bloody first class and wash your hands in basins with gold fucking taps. Do you wipe your arse with dollar bills too?

I can now finally claim that my youth was indeed wasted on unnecessary activites such as raising funds for a *ahem* 'noble' cause.

Oh my god, how I mourn my childhood so innocently squandered away by a person by the name of TT Durai.

*this is an exaggerated version of my childhood. my childhood was, in fact, spent doing nothing significant*

this is a tribute to trials.

many times over.

today started out as one fucking fucked up day.

couldn't take my theory test coz some my 11b was in camp. then went shopping for a pair of pants but couldn't find it. had a haircut which looked like sh*t (ever wonder why i'd censor shit but wouldn't censor fuck?). went out to ride. rained. then got insulted by my friend. what the hell man..

fucked up officer? have you ever seen a real fucked up officer?

i have. so don't tell me about it.

i'm trying to do my best as a platoon commander and an officer already, and i know i'm not as fucked up as some other fuckers.

so don't tell me about it.

nevertheless, the day ended on a high note. clocked in some quality time on my bike. think i should spend more time on it though.

well.. tomorrow's gonna be a better day.

i'm sure of it.