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My most anticipated movie this month, maybe year. Oh yeah... May 19th

did you catch 'Motorcycle Diaries' ? if you didn't you missed out on a very good movie...

Got a new ride lately, its an ellsworth specialist. Bought it over from alexis though, so it ain't first hand (like most of my possessions), but it still does have a lifetime warranty though, which means I do not have to worry about breaking it now when I ride.

Ha-ha-ha-ha... trials trials here I come...

Oh anyway the price of my bike went up a notch, like a $1000+ notch...

Rear view

Front view

Check out my new ride...

; IISoul On Soul
Rod Stewart

No one ever told me, no one ever said
No one ever loved me, till I was goin' outta my head
No one ever listened, to the things I tried to say
You gave me everything I needed, that's your way
You gave me hope, you gave me love
You gave me faith to carry on

Good God have mercy on me
Don't you desert me, baby
I wanna be together soul on soul this time
[Believe me, baby] believe me, baby
Don't ever leave me lonely
I wanna be together soul on soul this time

No one ever held me, as good as this before
No one ever stopped me, when I was runnin' out of the door
You set me free, you made me shine
You gave me arms to make you mine

Good God have mercy on me
Don't you desert me, baby
I wanna be together soul on soul this time
[Believe me, baby] believe me, baby
Don't ever leave me lonely
I wanna be together soul on soul this time

Love made me so gun shy
Don't say, don't say another word
Love feels so radical
That I lose my way, when you're here by me

Good God have mercy on me
Don't you desert me, baby
I wanna be together soul on soul this time
[Believe me, baby] believe me, baby
Don't ever leave me lonely
I wanna be together soul on soul this time

Good God have mercy on me (have mercy)
Don't you desert me, baby
I wanna be together soul on soul this time
(I wanna be together soul on soul this time)
[Believe me, baby] believe me, baby (believe me, baby)
Don't ever leave me lonely(Don't ever, ever leave me)
I wanna be together soul on soul this time (soul on soul this time)

Good God have mercy on me(Good God have mercy on me)
Don't you desert me, baby(Don't you desert me, baby)
I wanna be together soul on soul this time (soul on soul this time)
[Believe me, baby] (ooh, ooh) believe me, baby
Don't ever leave me lonely
I wanna be together soul on soul this time
(I wanna be together soul on soul this time)

why do i always think about it? because its the only thing we can never escape from. one day you will will die, and one day i will die. and what happens after you die? u lose everything. look out the window and watch that sunrise, one day when you die you will not ever get the chance to watch it again.

when you die you lose all you had in this world. when you die you lose the ones you love the most. when you die you lose everything.

and when you die nobody is going to remember you.

don't say its not true, for it IS true. the people who have left now all feel like a distant dream to me. just a distant dream, and not even a distant memory.

one day its going to happen to me. i will be forgotten, and i will no longer exist. what do you do when you no longer exist?

what will you do?

you lose everything. trust me.

For curiosity's sake, why do you constantly think about death? Is it the feeling of loss, like when someone vanishes into nothing? Or is it the mystery of it - another life to live, just in a different way. Quite curious. I only really thought about that once, and honestly, it left me quite scared. So...i just try not to think about it anymore. Haha.

- anon -

Just started wondering about dying.. again.. feeling kinda down all over again.. damn.. i can't stop thinking about this damned subject.

ARGH.

Take Me Out
Franz Ferdinand

So if you're lonely,
You know i'm here waiting for you,
I'm just a crosshair,
I'm just a shot away from you
And if you leave here
You leave me broken shattered alive
I'm just a crosshair
I'm just a shot..then we can die

Ooohahhhhh

I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
I say you don't show
Don't move time is slow
I say... take me out

I say you don't know
You say you don't go
I say... take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

I say don't you know
You say you don't know
I say... take me out
If I move this could die
Eyes move this can die
C'mon...take me out

I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here
I know I wont be leaving here (with you)
I know I wont be leaving here with you

that wasn't a smart Move giving out your email address just like That.. but I appreciate the encourageMent...

You're right...nobody knows who you really are. But honestly, i (and many others along) do think you're someone smart and nice, and that's a good start for anyone right? Think about good things, and what you do have - people who love and care for you, good grades, doing what you want. That's a whole lot!

And if you need some encouragement, just email me here alright?
Have a great day :)

- anonymous -

All That I've Got Lyrics
by: The Used

So deep that it didnâ??t even bleed
And catch me
Off guard red handed
Now Iâ??m far from lonely
Asleep I still see you
Lying next to me
So deep that it didnâ??t even bleed
And catch me

I need something now
Would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all i want
Inside i still am empty
So deep that it didnâ??t even bleed
And catch me

Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got
Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got

I guess I remember
Every glance you shot me
Unharmed i'm loosing weight
And some body heat
I squoze so hard
I stopped your heart
From beating
So deep that
That I didnt even scream
And fuck me

Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got
Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got

(Yeah, and itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got)

So deep that it didnâ??t even bleed
And catch me
So deep that I didnâ??t even scream
And fuck me

Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got
Iâ??ll be just fine
Pretending Iâ??m not
Iâ??m far from lonely
And itâ??s all that Iâ??ve got

(Yeah, and itâ??s that Iâ??ve got)

My words betray me...

I am not who you think I am... I am who I think I am...

My name is hungyi, but I am not the hungyi you know...

-hungyi

I've always liked this song "Anyone At All" by Carole King.

You could have been anyone at all
A stranger falling out of the blue
I'm so glad it was you

That's who i am - a stranger. I'm not her because i'll never be as beautiful, nor anything more...yet, i'm a unique individual, and i appreciate that.

Go for your dreams. Be it dream job, dream house, dream girl.
God gave you dreams because He will fulfil them.

- anonymous -

Dear friend,

I thank you for your words so assured,
the poems are beautiful, that you can be sure.
Look at my 'poems', if you could call them so,
neither rhymes, nor makes much sense.
But I write them nonetheless.

You choose to remain anonymous, a decision I shan't question.
But how would you know if you aren't her,
If her name you know not of?
Yes she is beautiful, yes she is more.
But more than that I hope you are,
I hope you are the one.

Yet you choose to remain in the shadows,
that decision I shall respect.

Hope is a thing with feathers
That perches in the soul
And sings a tune without words
And never stops at all.

- Emily Dickinson

- Anonymous -

Dear anonymous,

A part of me wants to know who you are,
and yet another part of me doesn't want to.
For knowing who you are will bring me back
to a reality I may not wish to be a part of.
Yet if I do find out your true identity,
I may be transported into a realm
which could be the image of my dreams.

What would it be, then, your decision?
Shall I know, or shan't I know?

I thought that was a thoughtful post :)

May all your hopes and dreams come true.

I realised I've never ever talked about my dreams and hopes before. I guess that its because if I said it out it would only evoke 2 types of reactions: the first would be a extremely puzzled look on on's face and comment 'impossible', the second being the crazy, laughing, 'you've-got-to-be-kidding-me' expression.

However, tonight as I lay in my bed writing this, I suddenly feel need to pen down some things I have hoped for myself. Let me call this passage 'I hope'.

I Hope
By Hung Yi

When I'm 23,
I hope for myself a successful entrepreneurship and a beautiful, caring soulmate, one whom i am eager to share the rest of my life with, with my first million on the way.

When I'm 25,
I hope for myself a happy family, a beautiful and supportive wife and a blooming corporation shared with the closest of my friends, with my first child on the way.

When I'm 30,
I hope for myself an experience of the entire world, my sights set on the infinity of the cosmos, but still in the world of my parents, with my first cinematic production on the way.

But while I'm 30,
I want to build a mansion on a cliff by the Pacific Ocean, a mansion I will fill with the love of my wife, parents and children and also my love for them, a love I will cherish every waking moment and every weary night.

I'll stop at 30 tonight, do not want to go too far.

Feeling quite happy this week, mainly because somebody I've been missing for so long asked how I was doing and sort of rekindled that something in me. How I missed her so much. She will always and forever be my only regret. If only she knew that, if only she knew.

If you're reading this I hope you would realise I'm referring to you. I will always and forever be looking to seeing you again and receiving your calls once again.

My bro introduced me to this new song yesterday, it's by a band called box car racer. the drummer and lead guitarist were from Blink 182. This song is pretty good, Check it out when you have the chance to...

"There Is"
Box Car Racer

This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where i laid and told you, but you sweared you loved me more

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl

Do you care if i don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me

Do you care if i don't know what to say?
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will i shake this off, pretend its all okay
That there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is

Wahaha... Blogging on my ppc is so fun ... Care to guess where I am right now? I'm laying in Bed! Bleah.. What a lazy Sunday...

wahahaha.. this is so cool... now i can blog on my ppc!!

test test... blogging on my ppc now... test...

kor..
i do read ur blog too..
since gt ppl reply so i shall too..=)

-mei